Time for an update....

    I never knew how much I was in love with Jon until he left last week on Saturday. Saying goodbye to him and letting go of his hand was the most awful and hard thing I have ever done...Whoever said that deployments and saying goodbye is going to get easier.... oh man they sure are wrong... I don't think it will ever get easier. The days, weeks, and months that went by was the most annoying, hard, misrable and amazing time I have spent with Jon. I wouldn't trade it for the world... I regret the times I fought with him and I regret the times we where at each others throats. But I know with him gone for seven months or so. It will make us stronger and our lover grow.
    Anyways; I got a new job... I'm a Chiropractic Assistant at Schilsky Chiropractic Center.... It was a huge blessing that I got this and I was lucky to even get an interview... Yes; I am no longer with American Eagle. As much as I loved working with 'certian' people I had to let it go. The reason why I quit was because I couldn't see myslef working there forever. So I quit. It wasnt even two days that I was jobless that I got an interview and after 20minutes into the interview I got hired on the spot.  I have to tell yah. That I wanted to quit and leave after two weeks into it. I was so overwhelmed and I was on my feet all day long and I didn't get no sleep at all.
But the more I worked and the more I pushed myself to become a better employee I realized that it wasn't a job and a paycheck every two weeks. It's helping those who are in need and in pain. Helping patients get better. I realized that working and helping other made me a better person and I count my blessing everyday.
   We took professional pictures a few days before he left... I'll let ya'll take a peak; the rest is on my facebook.